ok..
guess wat..
shi bin and chan ma li chan did not turned up for the gathering..
see! LOL
but poor nicole..
hope u are feeling better yeah!
pls take care of urself!

aha.. and i realise.. when ah jo is here.. u are always not here..
and when u are here.. ah jo is always not here..
LOL

anyway..
26th Sep 2009
annie and i went to qi's house to prepare those steamboat stuff..
and we headed to shop and save, trying to get sotong and vege..
but sad to say.. SOTONG sold outt! LOL
so shanny helped to get the sotong!

then we headed to ION to get cakes and the present from citigem!
woots!
i love tat pendant! it's a multi-wear pendant!
ahha..

the cake is from thirty-six!
yep. .tat super market.. we bought blueberry cheesecake..
arh.. the cake is nice!
it's actually a cheese cream cake..

then proceeded to missy house.. ahha..

then we had a wonderful dinner..
we also had a wonderful chat!
check out the photos in FB!
=)

i love gatherings!
and of cux.. i love them too!
though sometimes, some do pissed me off..
But still.. they are still my best of friends la..

at 12am plus.. missy's counsin came
so we went off lo..
we headed to twenty-six @ East Coast Park.
i like the ambience there..
it's really a place to chill out..
but.. the place we sat.. it's too dark la..
they do have nice wine list with stories.
But.. i can't really see.. LOL

so we had a drink and finally, back home..

though nt all turned up.. i'm still happy that we finally met..
=D

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25 sep 2009

went to sch for time tabling..
aha.. there's only two class..
and we realised that HR cohort..
there's a lot of cross-level students!
aha..

i was assigned to TB41
the rest too except michelle and wilson..
but the rest was given the option to choose one module to be in TB42..
but i can't even choose.. there was no option.. LOL
and we actually wanted to get into TB42..
we even asked chun rui (she belongs to the main stream = choose earlier than us)
to choose TB42.. which initally she was already in TB41..
and now.. we are seperated..
but we still get to see each other la..

after that michelle and me went to meet yani at kallang prata..
aha.. so long nv meet yani lo
and we had fun together..
jokes and laughters..
love it!

now.. i'm so excited to our camp!
woots!
it's this coming friday!
so looking for it..

aha.. and this wei qi realised i didn't work for like so long..
actually not very long wat.. it's only one week..
and this is my last holiday for my poly days!

and later.. i'll be working okay..
so am i on wednesday! LOL
and there goes september..

comes october..
meaning i have to arrange work schedule liao..
qian found her new full time job.. congrats man!
and my centre found a new part-timer.. welcome!

okay.. i better go to slp now..
having slping disorder nowadays..
gotta get back to the usual slp times..

bye! =)

updates!

went to ION today to hunt for missy's present!
we are celebrating her birthday on sat!! woots!
looking forward to it.
as all will be turning up ..
and finally the 8 of us will be gathered tgt..
connie will be coming too!
isn't tat great?!

i mean.. we have not been like this, since long before..
okay.. maybe it's too early for me to say this..
scarly ppl give stuns by not coming..
then i will be disappointed!

so let's see who will be the one NOT TURNING UP!
=)

ah.. talking abt presents!
yes!
we found one!
and that's a wonderful one..
it has different ways of wearing it..! how cool!
and we liked it so much that we are not interested in others when the sales person showed us the different designs they have.
oh oh!
and i have to announce!
i've chosen that! ahahhahah..
my taste getting better eh?! WHAHAHA for the first time..

it sounds so obvious wat we are buying right.. ? LOL
come on! it's so easy to guess!

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gotta go sch tml for my appointment for time-tabling..
haix..
i hope the same fate doesn't occur again..
every single time i choose the timetable i wanted
it always ended up different!
the sch like to change my time table..
they liked it so much..

but anyway.. like wat stella and the rest says..
there's only 2 class.. so..
no matter which class we in..
we still get to see each other.. LOL
quite true.. LOL

So let's see wat the sch arranged for me first..
and shall see if i need to chAnge any of them..
hopefully not.. cux u knw.. it's a first come first served basis..
i dun really have fast hands!
LOL

muahhahah.. Changed skin!
but the boxes remained the same la.. kinda like it..

well..
my family and i shld be having steamboat tonight..
i didn't tell my grandma properly about whose buying the stuff..

last night my mum told me that she will buy it and ask me to Go help out...
but i overslept ma.. then
my grandma waited till 12pm then like nth happen then she cooked. =.=
hmm...
but i already told her nt to cook today..

kae. i can predict wat my father would say when he cmes back..
"bu shi steamboat meh? You wake up earlier ma.. always late late slp then late late wake up"

ahhahaha..
oh oh!
results are out already!
i've Got 3Bs' and 2Cs'
and the GPA was not wat i wanted..
so i shall not post here..
pretty worried about the cumulative GPA..
i will need to scored a GPA of at least 3.5! nxt sem.. in order to get a nicer cumulative GPA
to make my resume nicer!

so.. jia you lo..
4 core and 2 IS nxt sem..
and i heard frm Ms Soh there is a IP = Intergrated Project nxt sem again..
i was like.. WTH.. i thought only during the first sem..
wa lao.. i like kena cheated like tat.. LOL
and sad thing is.. we have to find a company for our project again..
But i think this IP should be more fun bahx..

i'm looking forward to go back to secondary school to give training..
that's one thing i'm very looking forward to..

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yep.. came back frm tioman not long ago..
it was.. fun i shld say?!
cux of some nt very co-operative friend's friend..
they can put the keys on the door lock and slp inside for twice!
this is like wat the hell!
and they dun even have the sense of urgency!
and i hate it.. i mentioned it twice during this trip!

second morning we shld be at the jetty at 9am.. for the snorkling trip
and.. they woke up at 9am..
ok.. i admit.. we girls woke up late too!
But.. we even had enough time for our breakfast!
when we went over at 845 to wake them up.. they are still! lying on bed..
have no sense of urgency..
the thing was, we have yet to rent the life-jacket and stuff..

on our way back to Singapore ... while everyone was busy taking their last photos in tioman..
they are doing nth.. .. BUT
when the ferry came.. and everyone was busy taking their bags on board..
THEY ARE STANDING THERE, TAKING PHOTOS!
and the rest of us are got pretty fad up to get them on board.. as our tickets are as a whole..
the malay man was even asking them to board quickly..!

HOW TO GO HOLIDAY WITH ALL THESE PPL?!
no more next time.. one is enough..
NO MORE!

and yes!
woots!
SNORKLING was FUN!
okay.. we went to 2 places..
one is the marine park the other one is some where.. in the middle of the sea..
at marine park .. as i was too scare to go down frm the jetty.. cux it's pretty deep..
so the rest accompanied me to go down frm the shore..
i'm so sorry.. as we swam half way..
we are asked to Go up already!
LOL we didnt get to enjoy the fishes..

back on boat.. i was feeling giddy.
and when we reached the second destination.. the girl from the second boat started vomitting..
and the fishes ate all! LOL
and i heard.. "you are feelign giddy.. i think it's better for you to be in the water"
so i asked QH, where u guys will be swimming?
she says around the boat..
so i decided to Go down.. since it's only around the boat..
aha.. and who knws.. we swum far far away frm the boat.. LOL
and QH says i'm not scare already..
cux i guess marine park was a warm up.. LOL

then we started taking photos..
we saw pretty fishes..
rainbow like fishes are pretty awesome!
but didn't get to see turtles! hmm.. sad..

it was my first experience! and i want to do it again.. !

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Haha.. i'm very happy today

Went back to YISS with xian...
no words can describe how happy i am..

Every year, teachers' day is always the day that i get motivated!
i have been thinking what should i work as after i graduate

i thought of to Just work .. and study part time
but as wat?
HR? After studying for HR for this half sem..
i think it's really not wat i really wanted..
As it seems tougher than i thought it would be..

Teacher?
Wat to teach?
i'm not good in maths and english now..
what else can i teach?

setting up a business?
What about the capital?

lotsa thoughts came to my mind..

After meeting Mr tan and Mr Lim today,
praising us for having to make it thru ITE to Poly..
it's a really GOOD thing..
and i'm proud of myself too for making this far..
as there are only a few who did it for NT classes students like us..

and Mr Tan told us to carry on studying till university..
But more expectation went to xian..
as they were amazed of her, scoring a GPA of 3.90..
then i started to think..
How can i slow down..
as i used to be a competitor of hers..
*no offence*
I mean.. cux my current score is only 3.10..
how can this score get myself a place in uni?
the possibility is really low..
i wan to make myself proud of getting into Uni..
and making Mr Tan proud for having a student like me..
and having him to come for any of my awards ceremony..
It really do make me proud to think of it..

But this semester has passed.. and i'm nt expecting gd results from myself.
What can i do to get better marks..
i can only motivate myself to do well in the final sem..
but the motivation is really not long-lasting..
i always get drifted away from what i really wanted to do..

i seriously regretted for slacking down in poly..
i mean.. i use to be the top few scholars in sec and ITE..
and now.. i am just nothing but a pool of shyt!

I better buck up!
To Go for wat i really want..
i'm gonna put all my heart in..
Just to make him and my parents proud!

and i hope..
i really hope..
my future will be as bright as the sparkling stars..

Or maybe i should Just quit my job and concentrate on the final lap?
I wanted to quit ever since my second year, when i scored a GPA of 2.8
But who can i find to replace me..
i've been working there for like 4 years..
And I am too ashamed to get pocket money from my parents for me being 22 and dad having financial issues with the house, business, car payment, granny's hospital fees.. etc etc.
i can only work and earn pocket money myself.. as i'm too ashamed!

i missed those times when i'm in secondary..
where i dun need to work during school days..
where there isn't any issues at home..
where my expectations for studies was high and i was able to achieve it..
where teachers motivated me to study and achieve gd results..
where teachers looked highly and expected a lot from me..
where there are less things to be troubled about..
where i was confident for my N level..
i wish time would stop in secondary..
But.. life moves on..
it's cruel..... but it's a fact..

there are so many things running through my mind now..

Good nite to all..