ok.. my dad siao..
he bang the door..
jux because i'm now in the living room and the lights went into his room..
=.=..

*ignore*

anyway...
whahahaha....
IB doesn't turns out to be as bad as i think..
luckily i didn't give up halfway la..
cux while studying.. wa... really feel like slapping ppl..
super bad temper..
i even told my dad.. "aiya. fail fail la.. dun wan study liao.."
lol.. dun knw where all the temper came from thou.. lol

took 3 papers for exams this sem..
SOM - 95% Confidence level (CL)
FIT - 65% drop to 60% after comparing answer.. =.=
IB - 60% CL

haix.. dun knw la..
hopefully can pass.. dun fail can liao.. i dun wanna retake IB...
kill me if i really had to do tat..
and if so, i think ms vanda will see me again.. =.=
actually i like ms vanda leh.. but her expectations super high sia.. haix. lol

till now i still not sure about my IB project result..
suppose to meet her on monday..
but the admin called and informed us tat she's on MC
and will contact us on when to meet again..
shall see when lo.. if not then email her.

exams over.. busy schedules up next..

tml gg to pick up my new passport and go bank with mum also de..
but couldn't get a replacement for job so gg on thursday lo..
and furthermore (last min), i might need to go for a urgent meeting on thurs too. ..
for the promoter job lo.. haix.
think getting the shirt and the jacket..
jakcet cux the shirt itself is sleeveless.

work work work work..
gg to work as promoter at sheng siong; commonwealth for nestle products; yougurt bliss
at 27, 28, 1, 7, 8, 13, 14, 15
6 at Jurong Point with STELLA!! so many days i only get to work with her for one day.. lolx
Si lin lo.. haix.. nvm.. cux she more sotong than me.. =X

Come support if u have the time or ACCIDENTALLY drop by commonwealth area.. =X

then my tuition centre jobs leh..
need to work on certain days every week from monday to thursday for this holiday..

12 - meeting up with Yazid to have lunch, take flu jab, and gg stella house

Wei Qi's and Shi Bin's birthday.. - dun knw when also..
i afraid i can't go leh.. cux the possible dates for meet up ah..(7 or 8) i working sia..
sad.. if this is so.. then will be the first time for me not joining them for a meet-up leh.. lol. sad.

then have to go for Beijing pre-workshop for 2.5 days..
meet up with beijing kakis to do some shopping.. and also for some chill out..
We gg out to eat.. wahahahah..

work hard and play hard.. lol

oh and i dreamt that i bought $30+ of sweets from mini toons (if i'm not wrong)
too stress and cux of the DURIAN thing la.. haix..

okok.. i can watch korean drama liao.. woohooo..
stress-free!!!

hey!
aha..
Josie surprised me with something she told me..
she is as daring as i am.. COOL huh? lol..

anyway..
mugging for exams.. jia you!!

*feel like eating supper*

hey!
managed to catch up with jef jux now...
great to hear that he is actually doing fine..
gg to army soon this coming march..
time flies..

had a tiring day today..
went all the way to expo with stella for a briefing..
then on the way back..
we forgot to change to boon lay line.. and we went back to expo again.. =.=
darm funny.. cux stella was on the line.
and i suddenly realise something is not right.
but when i started to react.. the door closed! lolx..

then headed to work..
super tired..
walk here and there..
i bought my food and help mrs lim to buy teh..
then reach centre..
she told me to go help her buy chicken rice.. lol..

but today didn't really do much work la..
was talking to my boss.. about blood donation, beijing trip, etc etc.
oh.. mrs lim is such a good boss..

she said that she will borrow me the full set of cold wear.. hee..
and she advised me abt my biggest worries..
can carry on the plan.. wahhah..
WHAHAHAHA...

tml planning to go extend my passport..
but wonder if i can wake up early.. cux gt work tml again..
still have to write notes..
haix..

- g o n e -

someone that i knw..
that i think he is very cheerful..
actually has lots of problems..
yes..
ever since secondary school.. he has been a hyper and happy person..
that i wished i was as positive as him..
all the memories.. walking home together, spending time at computer labs playing chess,
little birthday celebration that he organised for me.. etc etc.

and him making fun of somebody (which i think it's really bad.. )
he actually make fun of somebody regarding a girl (my good friend at the point of time)
and ended up the person appeared under my blk to talk to me.. =.=
and then the target changed to me.. =.=
*sometimes.. it's not good to be a counsellor*

But till recently..
when i saw his blog..
all the entries that he made..
the emotions tat was written in his blog..
i realise that .. he was not as happy as i think..
not as positive as i think..
but he is always putting on a strong front..
which i wonder.. how strong could he be..
Will he shed a tear when he's alone in his room?

yeah.. so..
aha.. i dun knw wat to say.. but thoughts are running through my mind..

i could only say..
JIA YOU!! =)
it doesn't matter if he knws i blogged abt him.. but..
i hope he will get the greatest things in the world..
because.. i think he deserve it!
God blessed!

Back to study.. =)

missy wished me.. "快高长大".
=.=.. *stare*
i very childish meh..
ok only la.. lol..
i wanted a "连考状元!"
WAHAHA

reached home at 2+am
after missy house gathering..
then was lost somehow somwhere...

But Singapore is small..
so no worries..
cux i'm with my besties - my dependent!!
(FYI - i'm a road idoit)

woke up and went to work at 8am..
then after work.. aha.. loitered around lot 1..
dun feel like gg home..
so i took my lunch at long john..
then went to buy bubble tea.. (everyday drink.. jia lat)
wanted to buy old chang kee.. but thinked twice.. nv buy.. cux like very oily..
then headed home and fall asleep...
woke up at 8+pm.. and settle the passport stuff for beijing trip..
then played Spot the difference on facebook.. (father and sis tagged along almost everyday)
now.. writing SOM notes..

i'm scared of FIT and IB...
stressed..
aha.. and the funny thing that hapen when i fall asleep..
stressed..

it feels like we just started school not very long ago..
and now.. coming to the end of the semester..
lol. we've studied for 2 years..

hopefully i can passed all my modules this sem..
thou it's only 4 modules.. but..
it seems more busy then having 5 modules..

anyhow..
JIA YOU FOR EXAMS PPL!!

feeling happy and sad at the same time..