aboutchatlinksarchives


Thursday, July 31, 2008
@ 1:16 AM

went to orchard with my darling ytd..
had long john for dinner.. =D
nv eat for sometime liao lehx.. lolx.

saw a pair of shoe.. arxg.. I LIKE!!
$26.90 lehx.. a bit broke ah.. cannot buy first.. it's a white one..
my main objective was to buy a black heels for attachment..
but that design.. the black one doesn't look very very nice lehx. .. cux looks very very very mature.. the white one is nicer.. feels more trendy.. lolx.
can wear go clubbing also.. lolx.

yes.. tml no school!!
but need to go for briefing..
friday FMGT lecture, project meet-up, work till 930pm.
Sat Work 815 to 1pm.. half day! =D
then gg to Nicole's birthday celebration.. dun knw need go early not lehx ..
see how lo.. wahahhaa.. then might be staying overnight..
then sunday might be meeting musicliques.. and dad say bring me go ikea also..
busy weekend..
but it sounds fun.. play this week...
next week hv to study liao... no more gg out..
lolx. say only la.. i will still go out if anyone date me.. lolx.

there's this fly in my room now..
stupid.. and my sister.. wa lao.. BTH!
basically.. she makes me scare.. lolx.
her reactions ah.. aiyo!!
nvm.. kids! lolx.



one word in my mind.. "complicated".

Three words from my heart.. "i like u"
Three words for you "i dun understand"
Three words for you "你,旭脚!" in hokkien *the character 旭 is wrong somehow.*

Three words from my attitude.. "watever & SO?"
Three words for studies.. "why so difficult"
Three words for my family and friends "we, fated tgt! =D"

Four words for my new house "nice, windy, comfortable, new"
Four words from my attitude for my new house "Walk very far lehx..."

Monday, July 28, 2008
@ 3:51 PM

Yes.. connection back..
had a really tiring weekend..
a BIG THANX to ANNIE, XUENI and GEF..
asked them not to come liao..
but they still insist to come..
BUT lucky they came..
if not.. cannot finish moving all by one day!!
i'm LUCKY isn't it? to have such GREAT friends..
(or maybe they hv nth to do also la.. lolx. but if u were to think.. who gt nth to do will come down help u move house..?? lolx)
thank god for sending GREAT People to be with me..

and i hurt my feet.. cry.. all thankx to tat container..
and ni.. the sticker u help me stick ah.. aha.. difficult to wash away sia..

when we move in da first night..
there's one beetle flying around.. .. lolx. and at night.. when i slp..
i can hear him.. flying in my room.. NOISY can.. lolx.
last night when i slp.. i wonder why is it so quiet.. lolx.
then this morning.. when i woke up and wanted to brush my teeth..
i saw him in da basin..
he's wet.. and can't crawl out...
fly also cannot.. think too wet.. then too heavy!! lolx.
funnie eh..

then my ah ma.. brush teeth.. aha.. then he more wet.. faint.. but end up my ah ma..
took it and put him outside lehx.. but the thing is.. i dun knw is she brushed her teeth liao then save him.. or save him first then brush la.. lolx.


darm tired.. perspire a lot when i came back home just now..
and i actually walked da LONG LONG LONG way home.. -=.=-


see da red line.. it's the way i walked home from Bukit Panjang interchange..
shouldn't have walk so long right.. all thankx to myself la..
cux i walked pass 615.. and thought 630 is infront..
then walk all da way till Jelepang LRT also nv see 630..
then i saw ZhengHua Sec.. and da blk there was 656.. =,=..
overshot. .. lolx. when i reached home.. tsk tsk.. the white shirt tat i wear is wet.. haix.. lolx.

oh and i saw Hui's mother also.. they stays level 1.. i walked passed her house.. lolx.
but i nv call her la.. cux so many years she nv see me liao.. later i kay-long.. lolx.
or maybe she cannot recognize me.. lolx.

see da Blue line.. it's da distance that i have to walk to da interchange if i nt taking bus below my house. cux there's only one bus from my house to interchange.. and my relative who stays near me.. says the bus come very long once.. wa.. mux catch timing lo.. faint..

oh knw wat.. while moving in on sat.. i saw someone familiar..
her sister also familiar.. then annie told me last time they stays in Bukit Batok. ..
then i confirm it's her..
she's my Primary school Good friend; si yao...
she stays da same blk as me..
when i called her.. she gave me tat DAO face..
i was like "WA...!" lolx.
then she asked me who am i.. i told her.. i'm mei Ling.. she starts to think..
then i say primary schooll!! lolx. then she "OH.. " lolx.

when i came back home today..
my brother gave me one letter..
he says "na ur qing shu"
"my qing shu? from?"
lolx. then i realise..it's from her.. . !! oh my..
how she knws i stays this unit.. lolx. faint..
she wrote her contact down for me.. sounds COOL right.. lolx.
i'm so lucky!!!

had my ECD presentation today..
aha.. darm funny,.
the presentation is to ask investors to invest in our business..
gt one part where we says ya.. we dun need investor..
=.= then present for wat? lolx.
think teacher nv hear .. lolx.. lucky!! lolx.
and one classmate trying to tell me something..
but i dun knw wat he tried to say la.. buy i laugh and he laugh too.. faint..
think he thinks it's funny la.. "dun need investor." then maybe try to tell me to correction or wat la.. oppx=X lolx. faint.. then i laugh for wat? he should think i'm crazy.. lolx.


XueLian and me..
her ren bu hao de.. lolx. WHAHAHH


my team mates..
tyna, weixin, me and XL.

still gt lots of stuff heven pack ah.. and have lotsa things to blog about.. lolx.
but darm tired now..
update other days la. and ah.. pack stuff later la.. ... lolx.

Desmond offer me help to pack.. aha..
think nvm.. i'll do it myself..
later scare him away.. lolx. cux too many stuff liao.. lolx.
kae la.. update till here first lo..
miss me then give me a call? lolx.

Friday, July 25, 2008
@ 3:50 PM

waiting for our turn for da EBA~
ssooooooo lollooooonnnnngggggg.......... !!!!!!!!!!!!
wilson snatch out turn!!! *kill him* lolx.
no la.. he queue first la..
ssooooooo lollooooonnnnngggggg.......... !!!!!!!!!!!!
aHa...

ARXG...
will nt be using internet during the weekends..
cux moving house..
then wireless need to change da phone number.
haix..

sian..
Dun miss me kaex.. lolx.
sad!!!

@ 12:43 AM

ok.. jux finished my part for ECD ppt..
YEAH!!


tml gg to sch for EBA project!!
gotta finished it by tml..


IT"S FRIDAY already!! Oh my.. one week is gg to end soon..
hmm.. sian horx.. time passes so fast..
i wonder if i did grab every opportunity that walked pass me..
lolx. ok.. i knw random. =)
jux thinking.. lolx.


oh oh..
i putted desmond aeroplane today.. lolx.
acc Ah jo to go shopping..
so nan de it's her off day.. lolx.
so decided to acc her.. and plus.. i gt this ECD ppt part heven finish..
so i told him nt gg.. but he did call me and tell me that he'll reserve tat movie for me lehx..
lolx. so sweet of him right?
gotta find one day liao.. lolx.


knw wat.?
ah jo bought a crumple bag tat cost $163..
tsk tsk..
she spent about 200+ today..
we had Thai Express at paragon today!!
whahaha.. love da tom yam soup man..
the prawn forever so fresh..
mango salad.. *ni.. dun go there.. cux da mango sliced till quite rough lolx*


and to my surprise..
heng restaurant still surviving at paragon lehx.
but they change da restaurant name to
"my mum's cuisine".. used to be HENG RESTAURANT if i'm nt wrong for paragon branch
aha.. they change their uniform also.. black colour.. nt bad actually..
and i remember we call da boss parents "mother" and "father"
diao horX? lolx.


eh.. suddenly i miss working at Heng restaurant, at scotts shopping centre last time..
i miss da chiefs.. the master chief; he's an old uncle
and my "fake" father from china..
he said i'm like his daughter standing beside him looking at him cutting the food.. lolx.


i miss da Gina and all.. they are from Myanmar
i miss da manager; Jack.. and his wife, darm skinny!
Jenny;branch manager. she's cute.. small in size.. lolx. short hair.. lolx.
i miss da western food chief opposite da restaurant..
Oh yes.. i miss Christina!! she's frm malaysia.. went to malaysia with her tgt b4 ..


hmm.. i'm like getting old hor..
keep on recalling da past.. lolx.


hmm.. back on earth..
so so so so.. after eating we went to kino to help annie to look for her story book..
but cannot find.. lolx.
so i bought a pair of scissors and a pen.. lolx.
ah jo knw wat i'm gg to do man..
i'm jux choosing scissors..
then she asked me.. "XXXXXXXXXX?"
tsk tsk *shake head* can dun like tat not? knw in da heart can liao ma.. lolx.
=X


oh we went to eat ice cream also..
wahahhaa.. yummy!!


ok... better slim down slim down..
if nt no guys chase me how.. lolx.
dun sia me with food kaex!!
ice cream especially!! and
chicken wings.. my house here de chicken wing darm nice lehx.. tsk!


it was raining..
if ah jo nv ask me to pass annie stuff..
i think i would hv walked home under da rain....
feel darm good.. lolx. try standing under da rain.. lolx.
NO.. lolx. better nt try kaex.. exams and attachment coming.. lolx.


oh.. and i'm posted to Ministry of Manpower for attachment..
"WOW..!" lolx. why is everybdy reactions like tat when i say i'm attached to MOM.. lolx.
nth special ma.. lolx.
there's one whole list of ppl attached to MOM.. lolx.
Stella and li hui with me too.. lolx.
looking forward to da talk on thursday.. lolx.


SCREAM!!!
WTH is happening manx!!
i dun wan!!! i dun wan!!!! *cry*
eh..i wanna tell u.. i thought of u when u called me today actually... but ya.. i explained why i put down da phone so fast.. and
haix.. still gt things heven pack finish lehx..
sian sian sian..
annie, nicole and ni.. come at 1pm kaex.. lolx.
i didn't knw u were upset in da afternoon.. if u were to tell me.. i'll give u my time listening.. and i'm serious! i'm sad that i'm actually nt there for u
John.. u can dun need come liao bahx..
since joe is nt coming..
but if u wan da tix.. come my house.. i pass u lo.. =)
when u needed me.. Let me be part of ur life! no worries to tell me anything, everything kaex! i wanna be there for u no matter wat happens.. =) loves!

Wednesday, July 23, 2008
@ 1:13 AM

aha..
i dreamt of jero today..
but i thought it was nicholas.. .. lolx.


oh man.. i think i miss nicholas too much..
but why is it jero in my dream... ? lolx.
and we were at some event or something ..
think it's a MLC event..
i still remember in da dream.. xueling say..
"wa.. u see tat girl.. she's gt so many award.."
lolx. funnie ehx..
aww.. i miss him.. when is he comin back to singapore!?


the very last time he came back was... eh .. eh..
few years back.. oh my.. that's so long..
still remember we slack at Bugis.. lolx.


Jero and me during Chinese New Year!!!
FYI - he's my cousin.. lolx.
he declared that i nv invite him for my birthday.. but i did sms him..
but there isn't any reply.. so i thought he's nt interested to come.. lolx.


and this is nicholas ko..
i remember he always asked me to becareful while walking down stairs..
gave him my Prefects group photo and asked him to sign..
he drew a stairs and me! falling down da stairs..
shyt right.. but i miss it!!
the time we had..
he's my junior anyway.. were pretty close!!
now.. aha.. i dun knw worx..

oh.. and i pack my stuff right.. i found my primary sch specs.. lolx.
darm nerd! lolx.

retro horx! lolx.
like ah ma wear one like tat.. lolx.

and this.. my drawings in primary sch suckx kaex!! lolx.

the "Panda"? lolx. darm funnie la..
i see i wanna laugh..
how can my drawing be soooo shyttie!!

went to sch today..
attended da yr 3 option talk.. though i've already given my option liao..
it's HRM!!
but the Entrepreneur and Marcom very interesting ah.. ? lolx.
but i think i'll stick to HRM..
suits me more..
cux i dun hv a Business mind..
and and.. i dun like sales!!! lolx. thought they say marketing is nt equal to sales.. lolx.
PPL!! join HRM!!

=============================================

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm findin' it hard to do anything


You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm goin' through
I just can't smile without you


You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who'da believed that you were part of a dream?
Now it all seems light years away


And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm findin' it hard to do anything


You see, I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm goin' through
I just can't smile without you


Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well I'm finding it hard leavin' your love behind me


And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you

I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm findin' it hard to do anything


You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm goin' through
I just can't smile without you...

Monday, July 21, 2008
@ 7:28 PM

很难!
我靠诉自己,不要想他。很难!
我靠诉自己,不要见他。很难!
我靠诉自己,不要期望什么。也很难!
我也靠诉自己,不要被伤害。还是很难!
难道就没有什么关于他的事,是我能办到的吗?
=============================================
went to sch late again as usual..
woke up at 9am..
dun knw why da alarm clock doesn't ring...
then reached school abt 950pm.. lolx
hmm.. sch was ok today..
and this yu ling always always like to take out her slippers..
lolx. chun rui and hui hui.. did a good job!! lolx. =D
oh.. i saw one interesting thing on king's bag today!!
darm nice.. it's a mini "ba zhang"..
dun get it? it's P plate lahx.. ba zhang also dun knw.. lolx. oppx =X
darm nice.. and he told me he did it himself..
COOL isn't it.. tml take photo and post it here kaex!! lolx.
Passed Mr Mark the cd today..
aha.. he was quite happie..
thursday officially no more IS module..!!! yes!!
and this friday i dun need to go school!!! lolx.
2 days off!! cool right?
gg for a movie on thursday!!!!!
watching DARK KNIGHT!!
WAHAHAHAH

@ 12:26 AM

aHa..
wanted to upload photos..
but cannot lehx.. gt problem again.. .. too bad lo..
lolx.

show you'll nxt post..
OUR FOOD!!!
whahhaa...

today.. woo.. woke up by my grandma and kor..
they were talking and packing stuff..
but b4 that i was dead sleeping.. lolx.

darm tired!! cux ytd woke up at 7am for work.. worked half day till 1pm
then after that went to sheng siong with ni and annie. ..
we bought quite a lot of stuff.. guess how much?
it's only 52 bucks.. lolx. including my Olay shower butter
eh.. the sales gal said it will shine right.. yes.. it did shine..
it's like glitter on my body that cannot be wash away.. lolx.
and it smells like banana boat!! lolx.

then we had pearl soya and pearl glass jelly!! lolx.
*er hem.. someone said pearl glass jelly sounds weird... but someone drinks too.. whistle~* lolx. WAHAAHAH

then we took a cab back to annie house.. reached abt 3+..
and we usually start unpacking and preparing immediately..
but ytd was special.. lolx.
we putted everything down.. then we sat in da livinig room..
to play comp and watch tv till 4+pm..
when wei qi's reaching.. then we started to prepare.. aha
and we forgot to put da meat and everything in da fridge when we came back.. lucky nv spoil.. lolx.
nt da usual WE.. cux we very tired ma.. annie and i woke up early to work eh..
then xueni's leg pain... lolx.
lazy to move.. lolx.

wei ling came too..
and darm funnie.. she totally mix up with me and xueni.. after i chatted so much with her abt our job.. cux we both work in da same environment..
then she started to ask "Mei Ling.. wat u doing now?" but she's looking at xueni..
then i was like so weird.. why is she calling my name but lookin at xueni..
then ni was like.. eating then she caught wei ling looking at her.. lolx.
darm funnie..
then she realise she mix up da both of us..
then still nvm..
she continued to ask, looking at me
"Mei Ling.. i ask u one question.. "
"ya.. ?"
"so u and Geoffrey together ah?"
*everyone LAUGHED*
i told ni "she really mixed up everything"
wa lao..darm funnie la.. faint..

they use to say ni and i looked like each other..
But do we? i dun think so lehx.. so do ni..
i think i gt a common face too.. lolx. do i?
last time ppl says i look like Joyce..
and even Missy!!
lolx.
since i looked like so many ppl horx. but why nobdy say
ni and joyce look alike.. or
ni and Missy or
Missy and Joyce..
funnie ehx?! lolx.

then was talking abt utilities with her father..
then this annie was telling stories abt a boy who told his friends to go to his house, pay 50cts.
so her father goes like..
wash one leg - 50cts
both legs - $1
wash hands - $1
Wash hair more expensive - $8

=.= isn't it? lolx.
if this were to apply to anybdys house..
i think i would rather nt go.. lolx.
can u imagine if u're invited to a party ..
hmm.. take it like..
i invited u to my birthday party at my house..
and u step into my house u mux pay entrance fee..
weird right.. lolx. darm funnie!!

and again.. it's like killing me..
stabbing me from front to back..
wa.. i think i should go see a doctor soon..

woo.. abt da prawns!! YUMMIE!!! *i peeled mself!!*
thanx xueni for peeling one prawn for me.. i nv ask her ok!.. but she's so swt right?
*last time i asked GJ to peel for me* lolx. oppx =X wahhhaha... evil..
it's darm fresh..
it's still jumping when we came back.. lolx.
and da CORN!! darm sweet.. lolx.
kae kae..too tempting.. lolx.

went back home at abt 11pm.. lolx.
slept at 2am..

oh.. and i was saying i woke up today by da noise right..
cux my kor packing his stuff..
haix.. i did packing today too!!
darm tiring..
i knw i gt a lot of stuff..
but.. MEI LING.. it's really too many!!
wa.. i find tat i can't pack finish lehx..
tml gt project meeting.. go home pack after sch..
think tuesday hv to pack again..
wed working..
friday gonna clear up everything..
saturday.. i'm MOVING LIAO~~!!
fast right?? lolx.

oh..eh.. annie, xueni and nicole..
my dad ask u'll to come at 1pm instead of 12pm..
lolx.

JOE and JOHN.. you'll wan come help me not?
my dad asked to call 2 guys.. lolx.
heex!!

Grandma: "pack already.. dun look like house liao.. so many boxes"
aha..
quite true la.. quite a number of boxes. .. lolx.

tml gg for FMGT lecture.. since i got project meeting in da afternoon..
might as well go attend lecture.. dun waste time.. lolx.
=D

i'll change my blogskin soon.. lolx. =D

Sunday, July 20, 2008
@ 1:12 AM

Oh man.. i love this song..
OLIVIA ONG - so nice
very relaxing isn't it..
enjoy da music part in da middle.. lol

and da lyrics is exactly wat i wanted to say.. lolx.

Someone to hold me tight
That would be very nice
Someone to love me right
That would be very nice
Someone to understand
Each little dream in me
Someone to take my hand
To be a team with me

So nice, life would be so nice
If one day I'd find
Someone who would take my hand
And samba through life with me

Someone to cling to me
Stay with me right or wrong
Someone to sing to me
Some little samba song
Someone to take my heart
And give his heart to me
Someone who's ready to
Give love a start with me

Oh yes, that would be so nice
Shouldn't we, you and me?
I can see it will be nice...


Someone to hold me tight
That would be very nice
Someone to love me right
That would be very nice
Someone to understand
Each little dream in me
Someone to take my hand
To be a team with me

So nice, life would be so nice
If one day I'd find
Someone who would take my hand
And samba through life with me

Someone to cling to me
Stay with me right or wrong
Someone to sing to me
Some little samba song
Someone to take my heart
And give his heart to me
Someone who's ready to
Give love a start with me

Oh yes, that would be so nice
Shouldn't we, you and me?
I can see it will be nice...

==============================

went to annie's house for teamboat today..
it' fun.. lolx.
had lots of jokes..
update tml if possible.. lolx.

tired liao~ go slp lo..
=D

Saturday, July 19, 2008
@ 12:41 AM

aha.. came back home from kallang prata..
woo hoo..
but i nv eat.. =,=.. lolx.
cux at home eat liao.. quite full.. lolx.


YESH!!!
finally tml is our steamboat session..
after so long..
and i actually treat it as it's a farewell for myself la..
cux i leaving bukit batok soon..lolx.


MUX buy a lot a lot of 金针菇 and 鲍鱼菇~
wahahahha my favourite.. no.. it's OUR favourite!! lolx.
hotdog also..
鹌鹑蛋 (dun knw correct character not) aka. an chun dan.. WEi qi's favourtie!! lolx.
prawn..
oh man.. i'm hungry now already!! lolx.
eh.. wat soup base ar..??? let's try tom yam la.. lolx.
we always try chicken and ikan B.
try something new ma.. lolx. but i think chicken nicer ar.. lolx.
u wan come? lolx. NICE FOOD~ WAHAHAHA~ even if the food tastes bad..
it's actually the people u eat with, that makes the food taste great!
see, see la..
know, know la..
u wan play with me, play la..
i NOT SCARE OF GETTING HURT!! HEM!!!
*miche.. dun give me tat kind of face.. lolx.*
i'll make sure i won't get hurt.. lalallala~ WHAHAHAHA

okok.. gotta work tml morning..
ciaox!!! =)

Friday, July 18, 2008
@ 1:11 AM

oh oh.. i failed my CMA test 2..
but cux da average of my test 1 and 2 PASS..
so i'm not eligible to take da retest

gd in a way.. but bad in a way also.. cux da question i dun really knw how to do it..
PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE~!!
jia you!! Fighting!!

=============================================

arxg.. knw wat..
there's a few movie that i want to watch..


10 promises to my dog

Hellboy 2: The Golden Army


The dark night


Wedding daze


available in youtube.. aha.. catch it.. its funnie!!


hz.. Annie, Wei Qi.. since we are gg to see each other for like 3 saturdays..
why not another sat? lolx. catch movie la.. whahahaha~ ai mai..
then suan bian go eat big boss.. lolx.
ok.. durga says i getting fatter..
*STOP EATING MEI LING!*

doing ECD report now..
sian-ed...
and tml.. ahaha. . 9am lesson.. 2 hours nia.. then go home liao.. faint..
i better wake up early.. lolx.
miss yA!


Wednesday, July 16, 2008
@ 1:27 AM

was a happie day today actually..
lucky!!
gt to know my FMGT test mark only today..
73/100..

FMGT project - B

HRM project - A
we didn't even meet up once.. it's e-project.. lolx.

and i won a pair of tickets to Daughtry, Sony Ericsson traffic Jam, Street Party!!
through 98.7FM. lolx.
Armenian Street...
27th July, 7pm to 11pm.. anybdy interested to party? lolx.
it's ok if u can't watch a movie with me this week .. lolx. we've gt plenty of time..
====================================================

ya.. you're right..
no point angry abt the "SOMEBODY".. waste my breathe..
he's just BEING LAZY!! LAZY!! i'm just gg to do my part for getting desmond money to him and that will do.. it's ok if you can't watch a movie with me this week.. we've gt plenty of time.
====================================================

Extract from Nicole's blog:

你们可能相爱过,你们也可能喜欢着彼此,
但是,为了什么原因你们没能在一起?
也许他为了朋友之间的义气,不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见 ,你们没有在一起。
也许你们相遇太早,还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚,你们身边已经有了另一个人..
也许你回头太迟,对方已不再等待。
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心,而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起,你们还是保持了朋友的关系。
但是你们心底清楚, 对这个人,你比朋友还多了一份关心。
即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街,
你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。
他有喜欢的人,你口头上会帮他追,
心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。
他遇到困难时,你会尽你所能的帮他,
不会计较谁又欠了谁, 但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。

每个人这辈子,心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友,很矛盾的行为。
一开始你不甘心只做朋友的,但久了,突然发现这样最好。
你宁愿这样关心他, 总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。
你宁愿做他的朋友,彼此不会吃醋,才可以真的无所不谈。
特别是这样,你还是知道,他永远会关心你的。
做不成男女朋友,当他那个特别的朋友,有什么不好呢?

很多的感情,都因为一厢情愿,最后连朋友都当不成了,
常常觉得惋惜,可惜一些本来很好的友情,最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你,
如果你没有反应,这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去,
这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注,
表白了之后不是成了男女朋友,
要不就连朋友都当不成了。
有些事不是你能预料的,或许对方不在意,
你们还可以是朋友,但却已经不如从前的好。
也是可惜,也是遗憾!
但还有没有可能是另一种情况,你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友. . . .


well.. i totally agree with this chunk of words.. lolx.

也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心,而迟迟无法跨出界线。
i agree with this.. u dun knw wat the other party is thinking.. and dare not take the step.
appeared in my nick few days ago.. tsk tsk..
Nicole.. we sama sama situation ah.. lolx.

i agree that if a guy can't be tgt with u.. there's surely a reason..
so be it if he dun like u..
But wat if he likes u..? and wat are the reasons why he didn't confess?..
i guess he has his own reasons..

i agree, if u can't be his Girlfriend..
it's better to be a special friend..
as special friend you really knw and believes that he truly cares for u ..

personally, i think u have to take a step forward in order to knw wat's his thinking..
before u think being a special friend would be better..
you really need to knw wat's in his mind..
he might like u.. and u guys could be together..
but it may hv another situation whereas, because of 一句喜欢你,
the relationship u were b4, may not be as strong..
but at least.. u get to knw wat's on his mind and get over it quickly..
最起码你不会有遗憾在表达你的情感方面!不是吗?
have a open heart .. being a special friend is special in it's way..

yes.. i know. say is easy la.. but do is difficult la..
cux i, myself dun even have the guts to take the step forward though.. lolx.
so above are purely comments.. lolx.
there are lots that i wan to comment .. but i think let's discuss this face to face? lolx
===================================================

@ 12:44 AM

Somebody:
u ah
so late sms me
LOL
early in day dun wan sms ;x

xO mElllnG Ox : i thank god for you.... says:
i schooling la

Somebody:
haha
okok
relax leh
LOL
who is desmond

xO mElllnG Ox : i thank god for you.... says:
desmond lo
lolx

Somebody:
dunno who

xO mElllnG Ox : i thank god for you.... says:
desmond ke

Somebody:
i got feeling
bad debt coming
LOL

xO mElllnG Ox : i thank god for you.... says:
=,=

Somebody:
haha
desmond i dunno who
ronghe
hard to contact
and he sure delay delay
end up gone 1

xO mElllnG Ox : i thank god for you.... says:
no la

Somebody:
lol
no meh
haha
zb stuck in camp
no
or rather he go outfield
;x

xO mElllnG Ox : i thank god for you.... says:
lolx
hv to wait lo

Somebody:
lol

xO mElllnG Ox : i thank god for you.... says:
Desmond he will return for sure..

Somebody:
sian leh
i hate waiting
now no $ leh
LOL

xO mElllnG Ox : i thank god for you.... says:
later or tml i go transfer give u la

Somebody:
haha
12dollar

xO mElllnG Ox : i thank god for you.... says:
lol,x

Somebody:
or u transferring for others oso
:x

xO mElllnG Ox : i thank god for you.... says:
better than dun hv worx
no la..

Somebody:
sweat la
how i know they transfer to me anot leh
*p.s. i told him once tat i asked them to sms u once transferred, this is da second time*

xO mElllnG Ox : i thank god for you.... says:
i asked them to transfer u liao.. i where gt so much money

Somebody:
LOL

xO mElllnG Ox : i thank god for you.... says:
lolx
i gt ask them to sms u la

Somebody:
69dollar in total
LOL
izzit
lol

xO mElllnG Ox : i thank god for you.... says:
u count lo

Somebody:
count le
69 lo

xO mElllnG Ox : i thank god for you.... says:
19 * 3 +12

Somebody:
ya
69

xO mElllnG Ox : i thank god for you.... says:
yp

Somebody:
ya lo
when they wan transfer to me
LOL
;x

xO mElllnG Ox : i thank god for you.... says:
i dun knw
nv reply

Somebody:
LOL
sian leh
i last time help frens oso

xO mElllnG Ox : i thank god for you.... says:
think ben in camp.. desmond maybe tml then reply me
ronghe dunknw

Somebody:
end up they like that no more liao
;x
thats why
rong he
lol

xO mElllnG Ox : i thank god for you.... says:
aha..
rong he wont la.. if he gt return then i sms u lo

Somebody:
sian
he
when want return
LOL
i wan pay bill liao
nid $_$

xO mElllnG Ox : i thank god for you.... says:
HOW I KNW *note.. i spelt it in CAPS!! PEK CHAK*
lolx
u sms him ask him la

Somebody:
LOL
wad his no.
;x

xO mElllnG Ox : i thank god for you.... says:
i be middle man wa lao.. difficult lehx

Somebody:
i tell u 1 shot pay me liao
u say mafan
LOL
desmond side
oso u middleman
;x

xO mElllnG Ox : i thank god for you.... says:
desmond i'm sure he will return de..

Somebody:
since u go transfer 1 shot give me ma
lOL
den i can go pay bill
;x

xO mElllnG Ox : i thank god for you.... says:
if they nv transfer me.. then u also have to wait ma
correct not?

Somebody:
LOL
u use urs give me 1st lo
:x

xO mElllnG Ox : i thank god for you.... says:
like i say.. like i gt that much of money in my account

Somebody:
haha
haiya
u update me again la
u cannot run away from being middleman
;x

xO mElllnG Ox : i thank god for you.... says:
only to desmond side
ben and rong he.. u see how la
llx

Somebody:
-_-
hope can get by early next week
LOL
i dunw an reminder letter
anyway
ronghe hp wad

xO mElllnG Ox : i thank god for you.... says:
wait
9xxxxxxx

Somebody:
kk
thanks

xO mElllnG Ox : i thank god for you.... says:
welx

Somebody:
lol


he paid for the present.. i
ok.. i admit partially is my fault for making a mistake of xian sharing but it's actually desmond whose sharing..
so.. since he dun knw who desmond is..
i settle lo.. obviously i have to settle wat right.. ?

the one before this conversation..
he asked me to ask them to transfer to my account then one short transfer him..
since they are also doing da transfering..
then why not ask them to transfer u straight, right?
why make me do da extra job of sms-ing here and there..
making sure they transfer not..
asked me to sms them about the transfering.. since i gt his account number..
then made excuses say he busy.. HELLO!! like as if u are the only one busy..
SIR!! i'm working these few days.. everyday so darm tired.. still need to help u settle these stuff..
isn't the logic like.. u bought da present, then u should be da one asking me how many ppl sharing.. then u divide urself? and tell me one person how much and i'll tell desmond?
or maybe i bought da card and da deduction of money, make u confused.. ???
but u are an express student last time.. ur maths should be better than mine right?
i'm sorry if really u are confused then!!!

=,=.. ok.. maybe he experienced before his friend nv return him before..
but .... aiyo.. u read liao u won't wat mehx..

Tuesday, July 15, 2008
@ 12:56 AM

aha..
ok.. tml really have to go for FMGT le..
if nt kana debarred..
then HAPPIE NEW YEAR liao..

EVERYBODY!!
it's JULY now..
if u didn't realised it.. lolx.
first day of New Year is just like yesterday!!
still remember wat is da first thing u do on da first day of new year 2008? lolx.
i'm watching fireworks with Annie, Ah Jo and Gef.. lolx.
darm nice.. and the stupid video gt my stupid voice.. lolx.
i still remembered i climb up something and watch da fireworks.. lolx.
and there's really a lot a lot of ppl..
while walkin in.. eh.. no, should be squeezing in da crowd..
i didn't get da fresh air cux was too short.. lolx.
and i remember .. Gef says he still need to watch 2 more years of fireworks before he ORD.. lolx.
all memories ah.. lolx.
darm fun..
i miss MAZDA 3 RED.. *this especially =D*
i miss SUBARU
i miss hyundai.. lolx.
stuck in rocher road... stuck behind science park.. aiyo.. suay lo.. lolx.
it's fate i can say.... it makes our relationship stronger and tougher..
and of cux more fun! and more memories..

Mount faber.. West Coast Park.. Jurong Prata.. Bukit Timah Prata.. Sentosa.. KBox..
Wedding dinner.. birthday Party.. Slacking sessions.. MAjongs session.. Pasta sessions..
Steamboat sessions.. Daily Scope Ice-Cream sessions.. shopping sessions..
Sunset Traven chatting sessions.. Farewell session.. Movie sessions.. etc etc etc.

thought we knw each other for like 5 years or so.. but actually count count..
only like 3 years nia.. lolx.

i feel like eating xiao long bao now.. lolx.
BIG BOSS @ vivo? lolx. wei qi we go one day then chat from afternoon till evening again.. lolx.
annie must come along also.. then we gosip gosip la.. aiyo.. lolx
nicole, ah jo, xueni.. should be weekends only can.. lolx.
ok set. we go weekdays de. wahhaha.
then we gosip bt them.. WAHAHAHAHA~~ ~lalalalal~ =P

orh.. NICOLE!!
i cheng ren i am PIG kae..
cux remember i say my two weeks holiday i will go find u eat lunch together?
ahahah.. see .. i admit lehx..

ARXG>>>>>
next week i'll be moving house liao la..
i dun wan move..
i'll miss this place..
i love bukit batok la..
how..
ask the owner who bought this apartment to keep one room for me? lolx.
eh.. i miss u.. go for movie one day? lolx.
tml tutorial whole day..
then after tat gg work again..
arxg.. kill me and eat pls..
roasted pig.. sounds gd right? lolx.

Monday, July 14, 2008
@ 3:18 PM

got back DCE oppx. it's ECD..
gt 38/60
aha.. jux passed.. lolx.
better than dun hv la..

tired! tired! tired!!!
gg work soon..
sian de lehx..
but enjoy working la..
kids there so funnie..
bosses all gd..
job easy..

there's a question that i wondered about..
wat if i'm born rich? lolx.
will my character be da same now? oor different.. lolx.
probably i won't need to work now horx.. lolx.

well.. if i'm rich..
i think i'll still ask my children to go out to work at da age of 17..
cux it's da experience..
knw how hard money came from and how the society is..
and it looks nicer on da resume too.. lolx.

so far... i really think i met real gd people..
as in for work, and friends..
no politics during work..
nobody cheated on me..
*i mean serious kind*
but who knws there may be one in future.. lolx.

i consider myself lucky..
thanx for being a friend.. lolx. =D

ok.. time for work..
ciaox..
have to chiong tutorial tonight..
dun need slp liao la...
see my panda eyes tml kaex..lolx.

Sunday, July 13, 2008
@ 12:25 AM

BAZAAR today..
tired!!

didn't manage to breakeven..
loss about hmm.. 34.50 each person.. lolx.
but it's a great experience..
now i think we still left with financial summary and short report of da whole business

thanx ANNIE, "MY DARLING" & GEF for da surprise.. thought u guys not coming..
but in de end u guys did...
my besties man.. love you guys loads loads..
especially annie.. she bought 4!!!
oh man.. u rockx kaex!!

thanx Agatha for coming down after some stuff and waited for me for nth..
i'm so so so sorry!!! u rockx too!! lolx.
Thanx.. miche, stella, apple and li hui.. heex =D
Thanx to all whom supported us kaex!!
i love you guys loads!!

and i really find myself nt gd at asking ppl to buy..
wahhaha..
so u see.. nv did i work in sales line b4..
yes.. few days nia lo at yellow shop.. lolx.

orh orh.. and knw wat..
i nv eat a proper meal today.
ate a lot of junk food and spent a lot...

hotdog bun and drink - $2
nachos and drink - $1
almond stick - $1
milk bubble tea.. $1.50
Crepe steam duck? $4
4 otah.. $1.20
dried mango? - $1.50
a badge - $1.50
Disney - $8
ice-cream - $1
went to cold storage to buy sushi after the whole thing.. $1.20
bought a shaw - $3.. super cheap! lolx.
$26.90 for da above.. not even a proper meal!! hmpf.. lolx.
and i think i spent on some more food.. can't remember man.. lolx.
high ar.. tsk tsk!



aiyo~ i so ugly!!! tsk tsk~ lolx.

my team mates.. lolx. wa.. the person taking this photo ar..
had gt lousy photography skill.. seriously.. lolx.
can't even see our poster.. when we say we wan to see da whole booth.. tsk tsk..
miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u ..
wa.. tml whole day work eh.. tired tired!!!!
kae.. i better go slp now.. if nt tml for sure cannot wake up..
kill me..
wahahwhah


Saturday, July 12, 2008
@ 12:38 AM

aha.. back home..
came back from XueLing's 21st birthday..

and.. i nv expect i will see Melissa there too..
faint..
circles of friends manx..

XueLing was shocked that we know each other too.. lolx.
she's her primary sch friend..
and i'm her secondary sch friend..
and Melissa and me knw each other through shanny; my ite friend.. lolx.
Sounds COOL right!!
i looking forward to another thai express dinner with her and shanny again.. lolx.
WHEN WHEN WHEN?! lolx.

saw cheong today also.. Xia is there too..
unexpectedly.. we NV talk!! only "HI"
dun knw when we became so..
i thought we always have lots to talk to xia last time..
lolx. time can change everything..
everything..

and knw wat..
aha.. i took lotsa funnie funnie weird weird photo..
wooo hooo..
show you'll next time.. cux it's with QUAN... lolx.
darm funnie..
i'm like a siao cha bo jux now..
nt only me. xian and quan also.. lolx.
i told them only my right eye gt panda eye.. they keep on asking me to go compare with someone..
shyttified lo.. wa lao.. lolx.

and one thing. i alwaex find myself..
making and creating da atmosphere..
i must be very very noisy right? Quan says i'm high.... lolx.

last year her birthday.. i also help to create atmosphere..
making it high..
this year also.. faint..
i really find myself like a 38 talking lo..
always da first one to sing happie birthday song.. sing dao very lousy kind..
then they will start to sing.. lolx.
i make a good cheer leader isn't it?? lolx.
oppx =X

ah Ben asked me to go apple's house to play majong together with vick..
cux very near my house.. two blks away..
hmm.. after i move le.. jiu no more two blks liao.. lolx.

but ah.. i think think.. wa.. i dun think i wan to go ...
nxt day gg down to bazaar early.. till 9pm..
then sunday gt work whole day eh..
monday and tuesday gg to work also.. cux my friend gt test..
wa... tsk tsk.. wan my life..
so decided nt to go.. aha..

aha.. today at work.. this boy..
he offered to help me refill da photocopy paper..
i say dun need.. i'll do it myself.. lolx.
then after a while.. he came to me with a set of paper..
and ask..

"auntie, can help me photocopy this.. *

i started laughing..

"jie jie also nv call, call auntie then expect me to help u photocopy ah.."

then he went to da photocopying machine
and say.. "dun care..*
like as if he knws hw to do it.. lolx.
photocopied..
when i pass to him.. i said..
"nah.. uncle, your paper" lolx.

kae kae.. i go bath.. then go slp liao la.. darm tired..

Who do i miss today? hmmm...
Lawrence Tan? lolx. cux saw Cheong ma..
teachers' day coming.. Yeah!! lolx.
RANDOM! lolx.

Thursday, July 10, 2008
@ 11:59 PM

know wat???
i think my hotmail account has been hacked..
so pls ignore any advertising email from me kaex..
it's like WTH...
and it's on 8th July?? TUES..
i'm i online at 4pm???
i dun really remember..
but i dun think i sent all these shyttie email..

why should i do it and why am i sending these advetising email when i've gt another test on WED?

yvonne and fahrah replied me..
lolx. ask me whether it can be trusted..
so u can actually see the answer urself... =)

================================================

woo hoo..
doing da EBA database product table..
do dao siao ar..
cux ar.. wan three patterns of clothes.. then each pattern want 3 colours.. 4 sizes..
high ar.. but easy la.. jux tat do long liao will BLUR LO!!! lolx.

ytd went to meet Joe and John..
let Joe tried out da shoe..
fits him well..
nice..
and this John was darm.. "aRxg.."
lolx. cux u knw why? cux last year the shoe we bought him doesn't cost tat much..
lolx. then he said.. he will put a wish list in his friendster.. then ask us to prepare..
KNS right.. tsk tsk .. lolx.

george and xin hao came along after a while..
then we went to MAC at JE to slack.. till 2+am...
had lots of debates.. erm.. only between Joe and John la.. lolx.

wa.. then walked to ESSO MOBILE station at chinese Garden..
cux 3 of them stays near there and this joe waiting for his dad to come fetch him..
but his dad is at Tiong bahru or T. Pagar.. forgt..
so dun waste time.. jiu walk lo..

then dun feel like gg home when we reach da station but was really very very tired.. lolx.
then ended up.. Joe's father fetch me home.. faint..
thanx arxg..

reached home at 3am.. wahhahah~ since today no sch ma..
waited for somebody to call.. but nv receive any..
======================================================
aha.. oh ya..
i went to get my hair rebond today.. wahahah..
happy..
but real flat.. faint.. not nice..
give it some days to be natural bahx.. lolx.
heex =)

tml will be a busy day?
gg sch in da morning..
then afternoon gg to work.. 330 - 930pm..
then going to XueLing's birthday celebration

woohoo.. high ar.. will be darm tired, i guess..
think i'll stay over.. if someone i knw stays for MAJONG session.. lolx.
cux she says she'll open two table.. aHa..

kaex.. i'll stop here then.. lolx.
=D
i miss you

Tuesday, July 08, 2008
@ 12:01 AM

FUCK..
i flunk my paper today....
i messed it up..

totally stressed up..
Xue Lian can see it..
one, the laughing me..
then, the serious me.. the tense me..

being the first time, i'm so tense up.. so panic.. for a test..
panic.. ..
i'm..........just so panic.. ..
ABCosting i studied it.. but why can't i do it??

even thought of running away..
but wat has to be done.. needs to be done..
Gef thought me this.. and i remember by heart..

wat happen??
i dun knw.. i think i jux feel like hiding..
hide in a place..
probably disappear in thin air if i could..
so nobdy can find me..
there's no HO MEI LING in this world..
there's no difference if i'm around though..
*Many would hv raise both hands to agree on this* i can name a few if u want me to..

i hate CMA..
i dun like da teacher ....
who understands..???
nobody..!!
even u dun.... u dun understand....
think only shalini and myself knws..

i knw i have been pretty emo these few days..
been super lousy these few days..
not da strong me these few days..
but jux let me be..
the strong needs to rest too..
if u get to see the weak me.. dun talk.. dun ask..
jux hv to borrow me your shoulders..
that will do..

and this stupid 88.3FM..
playing emo songs now.. idoit..

Sunday, July 06, 2008
@ 3:25 PM

aha..
i knw i shld be studying now..
jux when i wanted to start at 2pm..
we started chatting.. lolx.

it feels gd to say out da feelings..
learnt lots..

i'm a AFC -- Jealously -- Stupidity -- i'm a AFC -- Jealously -- Stupidity -- i'm a AFC -- Jealously -- Stupidity -- i'm a AFC -- Jealously -- Stupidity -- i'm a AFC -- Jealously -- Stupidity -- i'm a AFC -- Jealously -- Stupidity -- i'm a AFC -- Jealously -- Stupidity -- i'm a AFC -- Jealously -- Stupidity -- i'm a AFC -- Jealously -- Stupidity -- i'm a AFC -- Jealously --

THANX AR!!

@ 12:45 AM

seen benjamin's blog..
haven't been to his blog for a long long time..
kinda miss him suddenly.. lolx.

go see it.. JUNE 26 post..
it's wonderful..
see how god helps when u are in troubles, if you trust him... =)

Daniel 6: 26 -27
"I decree that everyone throughout my kingdom should tremble with fear before the God of Daniel. For He is the living God, and He will endure forever. His kingdom will never be destroyed, and His rule will never end. He rescues and saves His people; He performs miraculous signs and wonders in the heavens and on earth. He has rescued Daniel from the power of the lions."

Saturday, July 05, 2008
@ 1:54 PM

RECOVERED!!
had fever ytd.. 38.8 degree
had symptoms after coming back from west mall the day before..
eyes quite swollen..
could be da sun bahx.. cux beach cleaning ma..
then i had curry chicken for dinner tat night some more..
and maybe these few days slpt quite late too..
=.=..
kinda of serve me right. lolx.

woke up at 630.. my head felt heavy.. ask my sis to touch my forehead..
she says my forehead was swollen.. =.=.. WTH.
mum took panadol for me.. ate, then went back to slp..
woke up at 730 again..thinking of going to school.. but nv.. too tired to move..

then in da afternoon.. abt 3+pm went to polyclinic..
at tat time da degree was only 38.4..
then after seeing doctor..

went to ritz apple strudel at bukit timah and not woodlands
cux da shop there is only a temporary one..
so we decided to go to da main branch..
took a cab down.. and when i was at bukit timah road.
i told uncle to keep left.. cux need U-turn later..
he said.. keep right.. i still insist left..
then he say left how to U-turn...
then i think think.. oh ya ar.. it's right.. lolx.

still thinking of gg to ken's performance..
also thinking of gg to meet singing friends after tat..
end up.. both also nv go la..
cux by the time we finish doing our stuff..
it was already 8+pm.. dun feel like gg anymore. . too tired!

came back home..
had rice and soup.. cux xuelian asked me nt to take porridge..
then had panadols..
went to slp..
accidentally.. switched off my bro comp's power when i was switching off da room light..
then he thanked me immediately.. lolx.

ok la.. i need to rest now..
later study CMA..
MONDAY CMA TEST 2!!
kill me..

Friday, July 04, 2008
@ 12:13 AM

ok.. i'm fine! thanx ppl..
and thank u for putting a smile on my face last night. =)
u said it was exciting.. so this is for ya kaex!! lolx. miss ya!
very much appreciated.. really!!

==============================================

went to east coast park today..
for Beach cleaning..
i'm super tired..
nt tired cux of picking litters..
but instead.. it's captain's ball..
my leg is aching.. and had blister on my toes.. cux i played with bare foot..
cux my ankle felt painful when i'm wearing my slippers to play..

orh.. and da stupid ATM machine was TEMPORARY out of service..
so decided nt to take lunch..
cux in da morning i ate sausage Mac Muffin with egg.. heavy breakfast.. lolx.
and many offered to borrow me money.. but i insisted not to..
and how i knw..
Mr mark.. went to buy da japanese food for me..
=.='''
see.. now i owe him one..

took photos..
but upload nxt time kae..
super tired now..

Wednesday, July 02, 2008
@ 12:55 AM

i hate MYSELF!!!
NO MOOD....
i'm sorry if i'm nt the usual me..
jux simply leave me alone for a while kaex..

♥ Life Simple
about
JUST ME.

Photobucket

♥ Simple
♥ Easygoing
♥ Typical Gemini
♥ June 19, 1987