ok...
come update liao~ but think this post would be a EMO one?
i guess... lolx.

smsed my precious friends to take off on a certain day for a celebration...
but none reply except for a few of them....
i know all of ya are having yr own life..
but a simple message is it very difficult to reply?
Got so busy mehx? reply message also no time arxg..
a simple gathering so difficult to make a decision?
or maybe it's me....? problems lies with me?
[expect too much from friends???? expect them to stand by me when i needed them? or perhaps i am selfish? nv think of wat they are doing? they may be THAT busy]

but seriously i dun think "WE" or "I" deserve a treatment like tat from a almost 3 years friend.
i dun knw~!
smsed another message to one of them.. whom i think changed a lot but last time always mixed around with us often..
to tell him all these..
i'm sorry to be frank... but that's what makes a friend right? or maybe a true friend?
i dun knw~!
if these carries on, i dun think 5 years down the road, we won't be contacting lo...

surprising.. this friendship is ever precious than i thought.
i thought i can live without it..
but i will always turn to them when i am sad or have something to say...

or maybe i have already lose a sister whom i am really really close with but now...
never contact dun knw since when...
everytime ask her out... not free not free..
till i really give up... dun feel like asking anymore..
tired!

so pls.... can dun make me feel tired towards u guys?
if not.. i think i have no friends to turn to liao..
ha~ now then i feel that true friend i have is so little.

ha~ so many days nv update liao lo... wanted o upload photos de...
but~~!!! u know my house got one idoit kor kor.. always beat my hand ask me quick quick..
and once i shouted at him..
know why... it's PAINFUL lo... think wat..
u hit with with not much strenght thn not pain la.
u guy lehx.. idoit..

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i miss him~

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WA......

为什么大家突然都那么EMO~!

正座起来好不好？
其实只是觉得很无聊，对过的生活眼圈了。。
想环一个根精彩的人生~ 但是，你有没有想过，
其他人正想要你现在的人生，有钱赚，有工作，有口饭吃，就满足了。
想想我们还真幸福， 不是吗？
对！人往高处看，当你在埋怨人生时，不高兴时，想想这些就可以了。。
所以，加油哦！

yes.... just came back from gathering.. lolx.
rest awhile first then go bath.. cux now too full...
john went too... we thought he's is camp.. lolx.
yes... like last time at orchard..
we blah out secrets and POV....
this is the best part of a gatherig isn't it?
lolx. cux you get to know what others is tinking..

received a email frm huiling.. lolx. saying the characteristic of th month you are born..
let's take look at mine.. lolx

JUNE=SEXY (yuck.. i'm not)
Loves to chat. (hee.. quite true..~)
Loves those who love them. (of cux.. they deserved to be loved.. lolx =P)
Loves to takes things at the center. (hmm... am i?)
Inner and physical beauty. (Inner? .. but.. physical.. well.. not really)
Lies but doesn't pretend. (ha~ this one i realy dun knw, wat you think?)
Gets angry often. (yes...)
Treats friends importantly. (yes.. hmm agree)
Brave and fearless. (no... i'm not~ i scare of RAT!)
Always making friends. (sometimes)
Not easily hurt but recovers easily. (half true.. i'm easilyhurt.. but recover easily cux you mux accept whatever ppl think of you.. but still you live your own life.. heex)
Daydreamer. (ha.. yes.. i day DREAM, *my LExus white... * lolx)
Opinionated. (ok la~)
Does not care to control emotions. (think so)
Unpredictable. (ok la.. )
Understanding. (sometimes but towards the ppl i care most.. i just dun understand why~! )
Fun to be around. (maybe?)
Outgoing. (ha.. )
Hyper. (i go crazy at times)
Bubbly personality. (ha.. someone ever say i hv bubbly personality~)
Secretive. (am i?)
Boy/girl crazy. (yes.. sometimes)
Loves sports, music,leisure andtravelling. (yes~! i love singing, outdoor activity and travelling!)
Systematic. (ha.. sometimes i guess)
Hot but has brains. (OH~ PLS!)


ha~!!! kae kae.. rest enough liao...
go bathe and do my MACRO~! so many question...

wat's my goal?
i see future in others but not me.
John told me.. you know why you cannot perform well?
cux you dun have a goal to achieve..
yes~ study for the sake of study..
sad case right. hmm..
finding my GOAL~!!

ha ~ now in sch...
darm boring...
they are having BComm, me?
wait for make up lesson for Macro at 3pm... wa...

actually wanted to go look for nicole to have lunch together de..
but got enough time to go.. not enough time to come back sch...
haix...

so now bo bian stay in sch lo....
chating, eating chocolate, reading i-weekly...

wa.... MAcro test coming soon on friday liao...
i haven't revise arxg...

ha.. later at night having dinner with Gan jun, xavier, Yani and michelle....
cux Gan Jun gg army le... this friday...
lolx. farewell send him go lock.. lolx.
very good liao horX.. i say lock..
i nv say send him go die.. lolx.

ha... oh ya... took the statistic test..
ha.. not bad ya.. i only study it on da day itself..
but lucky got friends around to help.. lolx. hoRx michelle... ~~~!!! lolx.
darm funnie la..
i was so..... WTH~! lolx.

was browsing thru one of my best sis friendster.. ha.. found out that she's doing good.
change alot.. till..
feel that i dun understand her suddenly at all..
miss her very muchie..
but.. haix..

last contact was like.. chat on msn in da morning..
it's a friday~ i'm in school... which is no very long ago...
thn she was sayin she now working morning shift..
can meet in da afternoon or so..
bt i think.. ha.. confirm when ask liao..
not free not free.. watsoever de lo..

sad arxg.. a friend whom i'm closest with is like drifting apart..
miss her so dearly~!

人生在不同的阶段会遇见不同的人，一般不同的好朋友。。
那我呢？小学就有小玉， 惠惠和Kim。 全
中学就有，贤，琴 和雪玲。还是有全
ITE NITEC 就有 还是有全，爱连，Julia, Durga.
HNITEC 就有 wL, 安妮，依玲，建良，雪泥 ，伟棋，耀宇和 Shi Bin.

哈~ 当中都有很，非常非常要好的。
dun need to highlight la horX.. lolx.
you guys knw can liao~ cux knw why..
my kor chasing me!!! lolx.

哈~
可能当你偷偷爱上一个人时， 你也不知道吧？
一直到有人说出了觉得你喜欢他时。。。
你才会发现， 其实很爱他。
心里已经无法容的下其他人。
这种感觉~ 就好像，活着，是为了他的存在。
你有这种感觉吗？
那我可以告诉你，哈~ 你已偷偷爱上他了！

just reached home.
hee.. no la. reach home at around 10+

went to celebrate wei xin and li joo birthday at k box...
ha.. enjoyed it when it's gg to end ...
lolx. all the high high songs... diao~
a la ma wa sa pa pi li pa la ai bu pa~ llx
tuo diao tuo diao tuo diao~ lolx

also gt wang bu liao wang bu liao~
wang bu liao ni~ de mei eh~

guess the amount for the 10 of us...
it's 180+ lolx.
cux we took the package of 8 @ $118+++
thn Fruits and 5 jars of drinks included...
plus 2 more person charges...
tibbits also~
thn treating the 2 birthday gal ....
so 1 person around 23 like tat..

Wa... Emerine da fu po.. lolx.
she paid all first.. lolx.
lolx. hope she is safe back home...

Test next week...
HELP~! die liao la...

Ha... was lookin thru some past photos...
lolx.
yuan lai my hair is that long.. lolx.
now like short..
but hair pattern still da same la..
lolx.
i wan go cut hair lehx..
but ar.. my hair..
[take big breath~ 123~]
HAIX~~!!


lolx. i share with you this photo that make me laugh everytime i see it..
it's so funnie..
OMG~!


Wa piang.... cannot tahan...
HELP~!!!
lolx.

ha.. hx! wanna have another steamboat session together again at annie house?
i miss it lehx.. lolx.
hmm....


update Birthday celebration part 2 soon kaex...
lolx.