ha.. diao~!
today i dreamt of someone..

ha.. a person when i know since secondary?
from friendster but till now..
heven even met up once... lolx

he tried to ask me where am i everytime..
he drive a motor or scooter i guess.. ya.. saw his friendster pic.. lolx.
but end up, nv meet.. lolx.

ok..
i dreamt of.. me and someone.. dun knw who.. like a sister of mine.. but almost same age as me.
staying together...
da house is like.. like very.. 热闹... thn beautiful surroundings..
da house is surrounded by grass.. WOW..

thn while i'm outside da house... my sister boyfriend came to fetch her out...
why i say BF, cux holding hands
thn soon... one guy came to pick me up also.. dun ask me who..
i dun knw but he is not the boifriend.. lolx.
cux nv hold hand

thn we walk across the field..
on da way saw some kids, somehow related.. so bring them along
walk along da shophouses near da my house....
kids ran into da toy doll shop.. the shop look so.. NICE! like..
very 华丽 , purple and dale blue wallpaper.. i guess
dun knw how to describe ... bt darm nice.. but the shop surface is small...

thn i went in too...
thn.. frm the shop i see outside..
i saw Des walking looking at the shops ..
he's holding a phone calling someone..

thn i was thinking shyt.. why is he here.. wanted to hide...
[dun knw why wanna hide.. maybe cux i told him where i stayed b4]
my phone is on my hand..
but got one gal i knw [also dun knw when pop out] see my reaction..
took my hand and see da phone
so i see together with her lo..
u know wat i saw...
"Ray Calling"
diaO~!
but he is DES not RAY... lolx
funnie rite..

but i got feeling he is calling me lehx.. dun knw why...
siao liao la.. lolx.

funnie rite... stupid dream sia..
lolx.



ha.... finally kor went fishing..
but think he'll be home soon..
hmm... mux faster post.. lolx.

where shld i start...?
start frm toay first arxg.. lolx

ha... jux back home not long ago..
cux went to eve house to do filmin..
ha.. it was so fun...
so rushy.... so many NGs till no battery...
charge for... 5! 4! 3! 2! 1! ok ok okoko... can liao can liao..
darm funnnieeee de lo.. piang.. cannot ta han..

Bee ling da most funnie part..
i say ok.. so start filmin..
then she open the door and ask..
"start filmin already?"
wa lau~darm funnie de lo...

another one is..
she is being pushed by yu xuan.. thn head knock on the cupboard..
ha.. thn i told her .. her hand knock on da cupboard make the Bang sound can liao..
thn cux sounds like head bang ma..
ha.. thn ACtion!
YES! she knock on da cupboard..
BUT....... no sound!! lolx.
wa piang darm funnie de lo..

thn this yu xuan,
"arxg cannot cannot... redo redo.." with da hands showing no no no.. lolx
funnie la..
and.. it's 910pm.. 2 more scenes to take..
he say ok.. by 915 can finished..
ha.. everybdy. ya 915 915.. fasterfaster.. lolx
some sort of motiation..

Eve...
Stock, Insurance, Phone Bill... "we're back from work!" lolx.

and Yenling.. ha.. ...
when she call Dad and mum..
Eve and i turn and looked~ when we are suppose not to. lolx.
darm funnie... arxg.. help...

ha.. i cannot remember the script sia..
although is very short la.. but arxg..
dun knw why... lolx.

finally finished at 10pm.. lolx.
everybdy was so happie...
and headed home..

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ytd the first day of schooll....
wa... sch start...
2 weeks jux passed so fast..
heven really play enough, mux come sch liao..
and da thing is... 2 more weeks, test time.. arxg.. sian diao lo...

thn went back home.. talking to grandma in da kitchen.. thn i walk to the window.. wa..
got water drip.. thn at first i thought is rainin..
But i see... piang!WTH!
is the 8th floor ppl lo..
shyt de leh...
the pants so wet... stil hang out..
make our shirts wet..
idoit lo... piang!! i darm angry de...
where got ppl like tat de... it's so wet... like jux put in water thn hang..
wTH lo.... not considerate at all...
so i scolded frm my window.. up.. dun knw whether they hear not..
"Wa lau~ dun knw how to put out laundry ar.. so wet still hang..
dun knw how to see below got ppls' laundry not... !!! stupid!"
Wa lau.. i was darm angry lo.. F de leh..
the thing is not out shirt wet tha matters..
is... they are so inconsiderate la.. piang... idoit lehx..
MA DE..

so unfortunate to hv this kind of neighbour...
so ppl... do things with consideration AND with brains..
dun act like the 8TH FLOOR ppl..
piang... idoit!

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wa... and last friday
got diarrhoea... totally sian diao lo.. piang/.

cux my house below got this uncle come to sell ice cream ma..
thn grandma ask to go down and buy ..
ok lo.. so she, sis, father, kor and i wan ma..so bought 5.

all was like those bread with mango, ripple, durian, peppermint.
but i wan mixed.. so he tok it from the another fridge container lo..

i eat on da spot abt 7pm
But they eat after dinner..
so i eat lo.. while eating.. there's ice inside also..
so dun care.. jux eat in lo..

so i ate my dinner at 9pm cux not hungry..
thn stomach start to pain at around 11pm..
wa... at first thought.. monthly thing pain.. so try to bare with it..
but arxg.. wa.. cannot take it.. go toilet..
come out again... wa.. run in again..
thn i knw is diarrhoea.

wa.. run in run out
finally like a bit not pain not pain
i jiu play comp lo.. thn wa.. play half way.. cannot take it..
lay down on my bed..
cannot tahan.. darm pain..
after running to the toilets again..
i knee down on da bed.. by thn it's already 12 plus..
cried...

cux it's darm painful..
kor come ask me..
what happen to u...?
stomach pain...
Huh? (he cannot hear)
stomach pain...
Huh?
nth la..
thn why cry?
du zi tong la..

then he went over to call father lo..
dad asked me to apply feng you..
i nv.. pain dao.. dun feel like moving much..
thn take Panado for me to eat..


thn comfortable a bit.. slp awhile.. thn pain again..
piang..
at 3am +.. went to toilet..
vomit while also sitting on the ma tong... -_-'''
piang..
shang tu xia xie... darm xin ku de..

thn parents came out.. ask me ok not..
ask me whether i wanna go see doctor 24 hours de..
but end up nv go la...
thn i hv to wash away the vomits lo..
cannot see.. ask dad to get specs for me..

wash liao. .. piang the floor darm oily de lo..
i wanna clean with some soup.. but stomach pain..
dad say i wash la..
ok lo.. but i still down there use soup to wash my leg..
cux dirty i cannot take it la..

wa.. thn my mum took her medicine for me to eat..
cux she few days ago got gastric pain and stomach pain..

i eat liao.. wa.. also still pain.. go wash my cup.. wa.. bent till the best i could..
so as to bare with the pain.. end up nv wash cup...

thn mum pull me to bed.. apply the feng you on my stomach..

thn mum went to slp.. dad watch tv..
thn i say.. so late liao still watch tv.. he off liao jiu go slp lo..

wa.. i still pain.. but a while pain a while not..
thn went toilet again at around 4 ba..
vomited again.. but lesser thn the previous one..

haix.. went back slp..
run toilet a few times
thn morning liao.. wa..
see the sky outside.. slwly slowly bright..

finally dun think i can go meet for LMS rehersal..
i scare later long journey need to go toilet..
wa.. cannot..

so end up nv go..
went to see doctor at 10am..
piang... wait till 1135 thn my turn..
reached there it's like no. 4...
i register, get number.. 18!
wa... so long...

i wanna drink soya but mum say cannot..
but i wanna drink lehx...
mum went to eat porridge lo.. cux i dun wan eat..
asked to buy hot milo.. but she forget..

thn ask my mum again..
thn she go buy for me...

finally my turn..
went in..
he listen to my stomach..

hmm.... ok..
"u go back.. eat da medicine..
i promise 30 mins later... u'll be alrite..
dun drink milk.. "
"huh.. i just drank milo"
"dun worry... at most go toilet again..
u are very healthy... dun worry..."

ha... thn mum go fetch sis frm tuition.. went home myself
eat bread, eat medicine jiu slp..
4 hours later... wake up
eat bread, eat medicine, slp again..

wa... finally.. feeling better..
but dun think i can work on sun.. .. think slp too much.. headache...
asked zhi min to take over me..

so rest at home and do my homework lo..
ate bread again. hmm...
at night eat chicken rice..
so scare later pain again..
lucky nth happen.. but stomach like a bit wired wired..
dun knw why.. maybe worry too much lolx.

this is the second time i got diarrhoea..
first time is in secondary sch time..
saturday.. after CCA went back home..
wa.. i rolled on da floor lo.. piang..

Finally.... i'm FINE!!!
YEAH~!


ha... will update bot my birthday celebration soon..
cux kor wanna use comp liao... hmm...

Keith lao shi's Birthday celebration.
15 06 07




根本就不想庆祝了~

因为哨了欣，没心情。

哭？哈~ 无所喂吧。
反正，可能，只是一场不重要聚会罢了。。
没意义，不是吗？

wwoooo hooooooo~!!

i found the red star restaurant liao..
go see go see....
http://www.fneonline.com.sg/company/default.asp?companyId=715

ha.. guys..
i called... one dish cheapest is like $8.....
but the thing is ....
i dun know ho to walk.. lolx.

anybdy know how to walk to
"Blk 54 Chin Swee Road #07-23 Singapore 160054 "
lolx.

Thanx emerine.. lolx.

lolx. see you'll lo.. if too expensive thn we change..
change to hawker.. lolx.
or macdonald.. lolx.
KFC la..

SuShi teh?
Fish & Co?
Jack's place... ? lolx. go jack house to eat.. ok. not funnie..
Fei cui.. ?
seoul garden..?
Tao cuisine?

我讨厌阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由

每一夜闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱

其实我非常爱你
不想失去你
难道我没有权利
说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心

我知道他很爱你
你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去

可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱

每一夜闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱

其实我非常爱你
不想失去你
难道我没有权利
说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心

我知道他很爱你
你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去

可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你

可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里
最后一句 其实还爱你

this morning woke up quite early..
ha.. 515am!!
lolx. li hai horX..

but my mum more li hai..
she woke up at 430pm to make 汤圆， make tea..

reason because we are welcomin our guan ying statue...
千手观英
so my parents need me to make big big fire outside our house..
using da 火炭炉 la..
if not u think juz put outside mehx..
later burnt my house..

so they left at 520 to sambawang if not wrong, to collect da
开过光的千手观英~

so 530am, i went to add charcoal..
then went to slp awhile..
dun really fell asleep cux da living room lights are on..
mum say mux leave it on..

so i laid dwn lo.. close my eyes..
thn open.. wa.. 545 only.. lolx.
went to see da fire.. hmm.. still can put 15 more minutes..
thn add.. lolx.

slept awhile.. 6am alarm rang..
dun knw why suddenly think that the fire might have burn my bicycle cover.
but the thing is i can't move..
like... like.. struggling.. lolx.
funnie eh..

added charcoal, then 615am.. dad called.
asked me to remember to add charcoal.. lolx.
i asked them where they on da way back..
so i waited till 630am.
went outside to add again lo..

thinkin why so long.. so called.. dad sayat Bukit Panjang there le..
ok.. so i sat outside to wait for them lo.. suan pian add more more charcoal..
dun really dare to add big big one..
cux later cannot burn when they come back fire also not big..
so i added the small pieces de.. heex!

thn finally..
woo.. my dad and mum are back..
thn my first reaction was..
"wa.. you'll climbed da stairs arxg?"

lolx. ha.. it's da instruction....
no choice..
switched on all da light i da house..

thn also have to spread some stuff througout da house..
so like.. wa.. the floor in da morning was.. hha ha..

sis wake up when parents are back
the first thing she do was... play gameboy...!! -_-'''

after making all da stuff..
ate 汤圆, heex! nice.. thn went to my mum's room to sleep..

thn sis came in to slp with me also..
still ask me to get up frm her place.. cux the place i slp is her usual place..
lolx. dun care her.. i slp..lolx.

thn slp awhile.... sis told me.. big aunt was here liao..
knw why she came? cux got church camp at batam which she wants my sis to go..
my mum also...

thn she very shytie de lo..
she tell my mum to go..
mum say dun wanna go.. got a lot of things to do at home..
thn she ask grandma.. whether she can go..
thn my grandma say "go thn go lo.."

thn she came in to da room..
"meiling~ ask yr mother to go.. faster.."
"she dun want to go one la... "
"it's becux of you'll thn she dun wanna go...,
you'll big already mux kw how to do housework..
if not nxt time u married how? "
thn she also scolded me for like...
say something meaning like.. i'm selfish..

then say a lot of craps la..
thn my temper started to come.. WTH!

ok.. i might be selfish at times.
nv do housework leave all to mum..
but it doesn't mean i dun knw how to do wat..
if i really have to do.. i'll do a better job lo..
cux i feel very irritated by dirty..

i dun wanna my mum to go .. cux i got work thn grandma who take care ?
and of cux partially of housework la..
thn my stupid sis.. ask my mum to go.. to acc her..
ya.. cannot blame her.. but..... aiya.. u'll dun understand la..

so end up.. she went lo.. pack her clothes..
thn charge handphone before she go with aunt to her house..

so i helped my grandma to do the rice dumplings lo..
thn she came in to help while waiting..
.. i say.. go to the house then charge la..
then she say wat.. dun wanna go one.. blah blah blah blah~

thn i say in canto..
say is say la.. but now do is different..
but seriously ma..
i know rude but.. ya.

so she went...
i help grandma to do da housework lo..


i do respect her [aunt].... and of cux i respect her religion..
but the church ppl does't seems to respect us at all lo..

i remember 3 years back .. when kao fu passed away..
in his wallet was the "Fu"
but aunt insist on makin a church kind of funeral.
thn nvm..
that night when i go.. one of the church ppl ...
tryin to psyco me to believe in God..
[i know its bad to use psyco.. sorry]
ya.. ok. i listen lo..
But cux that time i innocent innocent la..
wat she say i also agree..

thn she say like we pray..
what's there to buy all these all that to pray..?
if it really wants to help you,...... bla blah blah~!
a lot a lot of ...... WA~ now i think back ar..

how come got this kind of person de..
it's very bad i feel....

but got one uncle.. i like him quite alot..
he share with me his experience with god..
what changes has god made on him.. his family.

ha.. was quit angry with my mum.. du knw why..
jux angry lo..

she came back.. at 6pm plus..
she knw i angry.. lolx.

she bought my favourtie char ye tan for me..
ask me drink soup..
make fruits for me..
when i talkin onda phone with annie..
she came and make my ear from da back.. say wat.. my hair very nice.. blah blah blah..
lolx.
hmm.. thn she cought untill very jia lat jux now..

haix.. so i think.. why i angry bot her... ?
should let her go play ba.. this few years had been hard on her also..
cux gt one daughter like me..

thn she slp thn tml morning go batam lo ..
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heex!
qin and xian xian remember my birthday lehx..
thought they forgot le.. lolx.
=P ^ ^

asked leong to help me ask wei qi they all for sat..
thn nv ask..
till Annie tell me..
lolx. he say wat..
that time he working... so forget..
shyt de.. lolx.

wa.. now really dun knw where to eat on sat for early celebration
wanted mushroom pot... but online check comments..
wa.. like very bad.. food taste and service..
dun wanna take a risk of having an unpleasant dinner...

terence cao steamboat restaurant too ex la..

Bosses restaurant too ex also.. hmm...

my friend told me .. Red star near Chinatown.. lolx.
it's chinese Dian xin.. lolx.
he say very famous.. lolx
think bot it lo.. but exact location i also dun knw..

hmmm.... hw?
if not really like NICOLE say ar..
go MAC ask Mr Donald come..
OR
go KFC.. ask the old man to come.. -_-''''
shyt rite.. lolx.
=P

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ha.. tml got work..
hmm... seems mum gg batam..
asked grandma not to cook..
nobdys gg to wash the kitchen..
lolx. today she also helped me to wash da kitchen..
wa.. i so scare she fall down..

but i almost fall again.. so slippery la..
ha.. i shouted.. lolx. then she asked me wat happen..
i say almost fall.. thn she say...
"haha~ dun say me.. you also.. "
ha.. ok... =P

ha~ dun knw why...
suddenly i miss that special one person...
lolx.

siao liao rite...
maybe.. .. lolx.
seein him doing great.
i'm happie~.. lolx.

tml gt POA test....
lalallal~ still can come blog ar..
cux kor let me use till 1230am.. so mux faster come blog..
and also go tag many many messages... lolx..

it's really quite a lot.. lolx.

i Wan go out..
out of singapore....
lolx.

eh.. but say first ar..
i love singapore...
lolx.
bleah~

wish me luck~

*dun fall down again pls.....!!!!!*
wahahahahha~

wa... dun know wat rotten luck i have...
sian diao..

today AGAIN~!
almost fall down from stairs again..
idoit...

first... on da 29th..
i fall off the bus.. idoit.. hurt my elbow and my left leg..
and WA LAU.... darm MA LU de...

thn 30th..
floor was being mopped....
thn went in room...
walk too fast..
my left leg slipped
thn dun knw why.. i turn round..
and fall on the floor..
it's too fast.. i can't react.
so...
hurt my chin...
cry like hell..
darm painful da..
bleed somemore..
my kor still can sit down there play comp...
i was just behind his chair...
thn mum came in...
say "oh... teeth break liao.." -_-'''

wa... thn realise my chin skin torn..
mum and kor say.. very big..
mux faster go sew...
once i heard SEW...!!!!
i cry more loudly..
lolx.... scare ma

thn went to the clinic...
the doctor see liao.. say dun need sew..
can glue.. phew..~
but i asked the doctor..
glue painful?
she say.. "it's not as painful as sewing"
but still pain right...
i started to cry again..
the doctor say" stop being a cry baby..~!"
lolx... Scare ma..

after glueing....
actually it's not tat painful... lolx
the doctor say "sorry if i have to be fierce to u,
cux if not the scar will not be one straight line.. ..."
lolx.

wa... rotten luck lehx...

today test ar...
fail liao la..
it's either border line of fail...
sian diao...

nicole... yr dere de admin job still vacant ma?
lolx.
think somehow i can consider le..

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shall post photos when i'm free....