yp..
sometimes i dun understand wat friends are for?
would u put ur BF first then friends Or
friends then BF??
thinking everyone wants to balance with these 2 relationships..
putting friends and BF on da same level.. but i have to agree.. it's tough..
wat if both parties asked u out on da same day, same time with his/her friends?
well.. for the time being, i'm putting friends first as i dun hv a BF..
but wat if i have one??
how can i balance these relationships that are both important to me?


was a bit disappointed with wat the reply was...
initially was a YES when i asked.. then now was a see how..
and if he ok then u ok.. asked me to ask him..
my thinking was .. he may not wan, cux army is very tiring...
but u can come also right?
i actually expect the both to discuss then tell me how,
even though i nv state in da message asking to discuss,
that's why i only smsed one..

wat's one day out of the week.. and wat's few hours in 24 hours a day?
yes.. probably.. meeting him few times in a week..
but wat's one time when there's a long long way for u and him?

well.. i dun knw.. it may be i'm taking it too seriously..
this may mean how much the relationship has effect on me..
and how i treasure this relationship..
and of cux.. i hope we are still gd friends.. thou i have voice these out..

i know i'm jux being very petty..
or i'm expecting too much...
or maybe blame it on PMS for now..
and this actually makes me sad.. real sad..

my parents had another quarrel 2 days ago..
yes.. about same topic again..
have no appetite for dinner..
but still hv to eat.. cux grandma put her heart to prepare the dinner...
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sorry guys.. nv turn up for gym session today.
overslept as usual..
i'll turn up the next time.. lolx.
i promise.. lolx.

aha.. attending IS is quite fun today..
kinda of problem solving.. thinking of solutions together.. discussing..
i love the way it was..
and next thursday we will be gg to EAST COAST PARK for BEACH CLEANING!! lolx.
looking forward to it..

i dun knw.. whenever i have a problem.. i thought of u.. u will be there for me right? MR?