ha.. sudden wan come emo a while.. lolx

sometimes feel that..
i'm not very close to the gang of friends i am with..
as in.. like they got problems won't come to me..
ha.. maybe i'm not reliable? cannot be trusted? maybe not close enough.. lolx.

somethings have to go through other ppl if not then is they talk then i blur..
dun knw wat happen.. then sometimes dun even tell me. ..
ya, the matter might be very personal stuff.. but
aiya.. nvm. say liao you'll also won't understand.

sometimes only felt tat because we are one group that's why i'm there..
ha.. but nvm la..
just dun care then nothing matters le lo.. right? lolx.

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ppl say "you'll not understanding.."
when there's a misunderstanding on..
i felt so... wa.. feel like saying out the actual fact but can't..


sometimes even wonder..
is there a close friend that i can turn to when i need help..
ha.. probably..... "MYSELF" ya.. she is the best friend of mine..
=)

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