ok...
come update liao~ but think this post would be a EMO one?
i guess... lolx.

smsed my precious friends to take off on a certain day for a celebration...
but none reply except for a few of them....
i know all of ya are having yr own life..
but a simple message is it very difficult to reply?
Got so busy mehx? reply message also no time arxg..
a simple gathering so difficult to make a decision?
or maybe it's me....? problems lies with me?
[expect too much from friends???? expect them to stand by me when i needed them? or perhaps i am selfish? nv think of wat they are doing? they may be THAT busy]

but seriously i dun think "WE" or "I" deserve a treatment like tat from a almost 3 years friend.
i dun knw~!
smsed another message to one of them.. whom i think changed a lot but last time always mixed around with us often..
to tell him all these..
i'm sorry to be frank... but that's what makes a friend right? or maybe a true friend?
i dun knw~!
if these carries on, i dun think 5 years down the road, we won't be contacting lo...

surprising.. this friendship is ever precious than i thought.
i thought i can live without it..
but i will always turn to them when i am sad or have something to say...

or maybe i have already lose a sister whom i am really really close with but now...
never contact dun knw since when...
everytime ask her out... not free not free..
till i really give up... dun feel like asking anymore..
tired!

so pls.... can dun make me feel tired towards u guys?
if not.. i think i have no friends to turn to liao..
ha~ now then i feel that true friend i have is so little.