today's BFD paper .. quite easy.. think probably can score.. LOLX

haix.. ERP paper coming on Thursday..!! STRESS>...!!

went home and i sit outside the doorstep and wait for my mum to come back..
cux my mum she bought my grandma to see doctor and i dun have a set of keys with me..

mum came back in 5 mintues time.. and told me that the doctor gave us a letter and asked us to go to SGH to see the condition of her foot.. . grandma doesn't wanna go.. of cux.. if it's me.. i dun wanna go also..
but ended up.. conclusion is.. will be going to SGH tml...

i used my whole day to study my ERP.. kinda last minute.. but no choice.. tips been given.. of cux mux remember by heart la.. LOL

around 7 plus .. i called durga to ask her some ERP questions..
then she told me something so shocking.. wa lau..

actually she doesn't wanna say de cux she knw that it will affect my concentration on ERP.. . but i beg her to.. cux i really really wanna knw.. !!! i'm jux worried! that's all!!

while listening to the story.. i cried immediately.. oh my GOD!!! how can this happen..??????? it shldn't had happen...!!!!! it shld happen on those BAD ppl.. and not............... ARRRXXGGGG!!!

OMG>>!!! i didn't knw wat to say..
all i could do is to pray hard, pray hard and pray hard...!!!
and hope that a miracle will happenn....!!!!! pls GOD...!!
i pray with all my heart and soul to you..
may it be a testing of friendship nor a testing of cherishment..
i jux hope that things will go as smoothly as ever.. PLS>>!!!!

it really affected my concentration on ERP..
i kept thinkin.. "wat if....???" chow....!!!!! everything will be alright okay..!! meiling!!!

k k gotta stop here already..!!
no mood to type somemore..